I am unable to sleep.
Tossing and turning I decide to test magick by visualizing the apocalypse, and as I begin doing this I am stirred by a great presence outside of my bedroom window. I clamber out of bed to take a look and I see a huge toilet falling from the sky like how a comet would strike the earth.
I notice that there are people all around and they are celebrating as if there was a great party underway. The presence of the comet-toilet seems to have a distorting effect upon my notion of day and night, and soon the sky blends into an incomprehensible color of bright darkness.
I get a heavy feeling that the hour has come, and a great dark shadow appears the in the sky. As I watch it dumbstruck from my window a large building descends from this shadow .
The doors and windows burst open on this building and many people climb out, but despite their human-like appearance, I notice one specific thing about these creatures which is not a physical trait but more of an intuition – they are bad.
The humans that were partying begin to fight and shoot against these bad people as they touchdown on earth. I go downstairs to investigate and of course end up in a fight. I am weaving and striking, and I don’t even understand why we are fighting, I just know we have to beat them.
This willingness to fight is backed up by a feeling, and as I tackle and see all the other humans fighting these creatures I become conscious of this feeling – I am a warrior at the end of time, and I am about to die here with my brothers.
I arm-bar one of the bad people and pull so incredibly hard that I wake up, only this waking up is into another dream, like Inception. I realizing I was dreaming of the apocalypse and conclude that I should not mess with the magickal power of Carl Jung’s symbols.
I tell myself that instead I should ask for universal love.
Then I awake for real.
9 – June – 2015
“This is a standout dream because of its classic mind fuck quality. I was actually asleep at the start, and only dreaming that I was unable to sleep. I proceeded to play with magick and soon found myself in a very profound situation, upon awakening, which was actually a “false” awakening I realize the true power of symbols and ideas, and only after this realization do I wake up into the reality that you and I share now. Either the dream would not let me escape until I “got the message” or I had been over watching Inception…”